I've seen it in myself and I've seen it in my friends. Every day is a battle to feel like you are good enough.
Did I teach my kids something today? Did I show them grace and mercy like God has shown me?
Did I feed them healthy meals? Did I remember not to raise my voice? Did I spend as much time with my kids as they need? Did I love them well?
A constant stream of questions going through your mind as you face your day, wondering if you are good enough.
Some days, we do well. Others we fail miserably.
There are days I cannot WAIT until bedtime. Does that make me a bad parent, no. Does it mean I love my kids any less? NO!
And we have great days where everything seems to go right.
Then there are days where the kids watch too much tv, and don't get enough school done, they don't eat anything but junk and bedtime doesn't exist. Meltdowns are abundant and mommy has a short temper.